Ended up going to see a movie to clear my head. (The Duchess...). If ever you feel that your thoughts are muddled and you're not sure what to do next in your life: go to a movie. By yourself. A matinee, preferably, where either you're completely alone in the theater or there are two or three other people.

Also ended up calling a besty from high school....which was really nice. Sometimes it's nice to be told that some idiotic idea you have is one worth following. I miss having friends like that, you know, ones that are so idealistic that they will in completely good faith encourage you to do something that is risky, something that is bound to fail, but something that iis either life-saving or (more likely) life-destroying. It's nice to have a friend who doesn't anxiously say, "Well, what if X doesn't work?!" but rather, "Whoa, think of what'll happen if X works!! AWESOME!"

Also, I feel like I've created three separate Brigadoons. And I'm also simultaneously living in a Brigadoon AND living outside of two Brigadoons. And throughout all of this, I feel like I should be paying royalties to Lerner and Loewe for the amount of Brigadoon references on this blog.